April 27, 2013


Can't believe you're packing your bags 
Trying so hard not to cry 
Had the best time and now it's the worst time 
But we have to say goodbye 

Don't promise that you're gonna write 
Don't promise that you'll call 
Just promise that you won't forget we had it all 

'Cause you were mine for the summer 
Now we know it's nearly over 
Feels like snow in September 
But I always will remember 
You were my summer love 
You always will be my summer love

Wish that we could be alone now
 If we could find some place to hide 
Make the last time just like the first time 
Push a button and rewind

Don't say the word that's on your lips
 Don't look at me that way 
Just promise you'll remember 
When the sky is grey

So please don't make this any harder
We can't take this any further 
And I know there's nothing that I wanna change, change.

Bye, xoxo. 

April 17, 2013

Can we start it all over again? :')

Said I’d never leave her cause her hands fit like my t-shirt, 
Tongue-tied over three words, cursed. 
Running over thoughts that make my feet hurt, 
Body's intertwined with her lips 

Now she’s feeling so low 
since she went solo 
Hole in the middle of my heart like a polo 
And it’s no joke to me so can we do it all over again? 

If you’re pretending from the start like this, 
With a tight grip, then my kiss 
Can mend your broken heart 
I might miss everything you said to me 
And I can lend you broken parts 
That might fit like this 
And I will give you all my heart 
So we can start it all over again 

Can we take the same road two days in the same clothes? 
And I know just what she’ll say if I can make all this pain go 
Can we stop this for a minute? 
You know, I can tell that your heart isn’t in it or with it 

Tell me with your mind, body and spirit 
I can make your tears fall down like the showers that are British 
Whether we’re together or apart 
We can both remove the masks and admit we regret it from the start

You’ll never know how to make it on your own 
And you’ll never show weakness for letting go 
I guess you’re still hurt if this seed's sown 
But do you really want to be alone? 

I will give you all my heart... So we can start it all over again. 

Bye, xoxo. 

April 5, 2013

hi hello hai. The longest title in my entire life. impress isn't it?

So.. Hi ^(oo)^
Nak bagitahu, i just got one A for my first exam. Yeay me. Rasa macam nak tembak kepala otak sendiri. Haih. Payah kalau terus hidup macam ni. :o Macam mana aku nak ubah cara study aku? Haih kalau ada penyakit malas ni susah. Benda apa pun tak jadi. Haih how how how how HOW? Mencabar -_-

"Sometimes I hate getting close to people because I think they will just eventually walk out of my life no matter how close we areSue. I miss you Sue. I miss 'we'. I miss the old time. i miss form three. i miss every fucking single thing that happened before. Srsly. Sue i need you to be my adviser. i miss you being so caring about me. I miss you. Blergh why this awkward thingy must be exist? Why we're not like before. Or it just me being over thinking? 

Yeay me being such a weird person. lol gelak la kuat kuat. please? I need something to bite, kill, stab, ripped, scratch and squeeze now. Urgh. i wish i could be Spongebob. You know what i mean. :/ Never think about his problem. Never being sad. Although sometime its annoying to the max with his laugh, jokes, stupid face and stupid action. It just one way to eliminate stress, right? 

I think one of my friend is being like that now. She show full of happiness on face, but in her heart, its broken, full of scratches, full of wound, full of blood. But the saddest things is when she try to be happy, try to forget about her sad things, we broke her down, we laugh at her, we let her down, we just don't think about her feelings at all. We scolded her like she did the worst thing. We mocked her like he did the stupidest thing. We laugh at her because of her stupid actions without we know that 'stupid action' make she feel happy and free from her problem. 

Srsly, i'm not a good friend for her at all. Blergh felt stupid. -__- If you happened to read this. Yes its you. Its you. Please don't hide your feeling. Please let us know. Please make us treat you like you deserve to. Please dont try to be happy when you're not. Please don't. Lastly, please forgive me. Forgive rants toward you. Forgive me for being such a helpless friend. Forgive all my mistake toward you. I love you. We love you. Please be happy. I want the old you. Yes the old you. :') 

So...... what else? Less 7month more to SPM. and im still nothing. lol i don't know what will happen if i still being like this. Fikir fikir balik, gila jugak ah. Nak buat SPM macam aku buat first exam ni? GILA. Mati aku duduk dalam dewan tu. Otak kosong time jawab paper pure science. Then teriak sorang sorang. -______- Haih srsly i need to change it. Dapat result macam ni time SPM. HAMPEHHHHHHHHHHHH. Mati. aku. tak. boleh. bayangkan. i would literally stab myself for million trillion fuckinglion time. Fuhhhh. Hana berfikiran positive. Relax relax. Dah ah, makin lama makin merapu aku. So wish me luck guys. 

*pardon my picture. It just too cute. errrrrrrrrrr Bhahaaha. :p Bye, xoxo.